Life truely does get stranger the older I get.

I am busy, and trying to get my porfolio done is frustratingly hard sometimes. I'm lacking a lot of motivation and creativity. Germany's a lovely country, but the smell of winter in the air reminds me of home. It feels silly that even something as small as that can make me want to go home. The smell of winter reminds me of Christmas, and Christmas reminds me of sitting in the wet grass on my Grandmother's front porch, watching the Christmas lights. Or, at least, that's what they used to be, anyways. Now it seems as though all vacations back to the US are me going to my grandmother's for a week out of the three I'm allowed for my visits and rather disliking all of it.

Here I am, getting all mopey again.

I'm going to be very glad for my break next month. It's rather sad that I live for my holidays these days.

I guess what I'm trying to get to is that I'm lacking all motivation and creativity. Anybody have any cool ideas they'd like to see drawn? Suggestions? I'm running on empty, I'll even do some fan art.

(No Miri, I will not draw China. Greece, maybe.)

.....Aru.